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~~The water was flowing like silk through the forest~~
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Don’t tell me that they’re all the same
‘Cause even the sound of his name
Carries me over their reach
Back to some golden beach
Where only he remains
Me🎨
I miss you so much and I hate it. I’ve loved you for the past 10 years and no matter what I do, it just doesn’t go away. Even when I didn’t talk to you for months, even when I had other boyfriends.. it was still always YOU. The memories of you were always there in the back of my mind, reminding me of what I could never have. No one else could ever look at me the way you do, no one else could ever mean as much to me as you do. When I looked into your eyes, time stood still, and that was a thing I never experienced with anyone else except you. To me, it was magic.
You were my first love and you will always be the only one. And in a way I am happy that it’s you I love, because I couldn’t imagine anyone better, but at the same time I sometimes wish I didn’t have to love you so much.
The thought that maybe you are the one scares me, because I can never have you. I can never have you and still, I’ll always love you. And I know that it’s love, because I just want you to be happy, even if it’s without me.
You don’t even understand what all this means to me and I can’t talk to you about it. Trying to tell you what I felt was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made and I just wish I could take it all back and make things right.
I don’t ask anything of you.. I just wish I could see your smile one more time.
Loving someone in silence hurts the most.
“If people I don’t even know look at me and want to fuck me, it means I really have a shot at being a model.”
American Beauty (1999) dir. Sam Mendes
